Music = Life: "Happy You're Gone" - Placebo

"Happy You're Gone"

Breathe me every time you close your eyes
Taste me every time you cry
This memory will fade away and die
Just for today breathe me and say goodbye

How many times? How many times?
Now I can't look you in the eye
Now I can't look you in the eye
How many times? How many times?
Now I can't look you in the eye

See me in the eyes of another's child
Turn away when you see me walking by once in a while
This melody will fade away and die
Just for today breathe me and say goodbye

How many times? How many times?
Now I can't look you in the eye
Now I can't look you in the eye
How many times? How many times?
Now I can't look you in the eye

And I don't even want to try
My, my, my, my
'Cause every word from you is a lie
My, my, my, my, my, my

How many times? How many times?
Now I can't look you in the eye
Now I can't look you in the eye
How many times? How many times?
Now I can't look you in the eye

Late extended...

Sooo i can continue living with this guilt that after the last post's EDITs i missed the moviesmost anticipated bunch of leeches. And i think i hav come down to the conclusion that aside from Michael Sheen, only 2 other blood bag hunters made a an impression. So ive dedicated this post to The Volturi alone.

The Pros:
1. Aro: Michael Sheen played the don datta. Enough said.
2. Demitri: perfect hair, perfect face, parfect acting, perfectly sassy, DEMITRI PERFECTION!
3. Felix: co-stole every scene with Demitri. I pictured that guy from X-Men as Felix during my long obsession with TTS. And waddayaknow, Felix IS that guy from X-Men!
4. Jane: makeup artist and costume designer did a fabulous job. (they shoulda helped eddie out a lil more)
5. Marcus: frail and bored as expected.
6. Caius: eh, was as intimidating as expected.
7. Alec: did his best, and had a really kewl jacket! Also nice hair, but no where near as precious as Demitri.
8. Heidi: worked the awesome dress liek she was back on the catwalk for the 3.2 seconds she owned.

The Cons:
1. Aro: tidy do gave him a bad case of the box heads.
2. Demitri: we can't handle this level of perfection for more than the movie allowed. He is a tasty spoonful of vanilla pudding.
3. Felix: his naturally spiky do was perfect, however, stylist musta decided a $2 Kent Clark wig released his superman. Dude is 6'7 jacked! He doesn't need help tsk tsk tsk. On second thought, they probably didn't want him to outshine 'birthing hips' opening the whoopass can on him. **see PHAT EDIT **
4. Jane: tsk tsk tsk. Dakota, please read the book honey. As much as i like you, i have to say that the childlike behaviour of Jane does not include STANK FACE! IF this was how it is written in your script, i demand you go back and look up STANK FACE! I bet it isn't on there. But you were really purdy...
5. Marcus: refer #5 on prev. list.
6. Caius: for as much touring they did with this hoe, he served his charcater irrelevancy. And WTF died on his head? Or maybe a soggy bowl of Chicken Ramen fell on his dome. Probably the same disaster that victimized Rosalie.
7. Alec: refer to #6 above.
8. Heidi: she owned 3.2 seconds.

I love this pple, i reallly do. But the true stars of the cast were not fairly included in all the tours and dutiful mag spreads/promotions. And i demand this gets corrected at once! Cameron Bright (Alec), Dakota Fanning (Jane) and Jamie Campbell-Bower (Caius) were out and about promoting TTS:NM. So their performances were highly anticipated and sadly came to be shadowed by the GLORIOUS Daniel Cudmore (Felix) and Charley Bewley (Demitri)!!!


PHAT EDIT!!!:
Eww this jackass did it to himself. I do not approve

Sadness...

Better late thank never

Or should i just be honest and say i'm too opinionated to keep my trap shut? Hmph, i'll keep it light i prooooomise!

The Pros:
1. Edward: tho hoe's been looking like an old hag, still awesome character.
2. Soundtrack & Score: the best compilation to match a movie thus far. The score was also very well composed.
3. Jacob: Taylor made the blue balled hormone raging underage jealous typical immature BOY a lot less annoying and wholesome cute little button that made me want to poke my eyes out everytime he took off his shirt. Dewd is jailbait!
4. Alice: always the perfect fit and spot on protrayal of character. Thumbs up on the wig upgrade!
5. Bella: MUCH improvement. I'd say by 75%. Less twitchy(her godgiventalent by all intended purposes) and neuroticmess.
6. Team Eddie or Jake?: thing is so whack to even type. But i have to admit that her chemistry with Taylor>Robbert.
7. Classmates: hilarious as always and i demand MORE.
8. Adaptation: Was on point. Chris Weitz did an amazing job from pushing scenes to be written back into the screenplay to keeping the movie as true to the book as 2 hours and 16 minutes can allow!

The Cons:
1. CGI: seemed a little outdated. That can totally be faulted to the budget struggle.
2. Classmates: refer to #7 above.
3. 3/5 of the Wolfpack: wat is the point of airbrushing abmusculature on a pouch brought to you by neglect to get in shape in time for the MOVIE with a side of lard & beer? Ok mayyybe I'm exaggerating since the time between casting and movie was fairly short. But seriously, were all the hawt hoez asking for too much cash money while casting? Slap-a-bitch was not invented w/o purpose. If you casting folks are confused on what that is, GOOGLE IT. I'm sure you'll find tutorials on YouTube. And I do say 3/5 WOLFPACK wit the exception of that Alex Meraz guy. He's always been in niiice shape. (advise to 3/5 of wolfpack) psst, cut back on the Tim Horton's.
4. Jacob: forgot to wear a shirt A lot, body was steaming under pouring rain...he is underage.
5. Comedy: i laughed, and laughed, and laughed. Only that scenes weren't supposed to be funny? Dangit Edward, u give me the tickles when u run and sparkle. Don't worry, u'll always be my #1 sparklepire muah!

Ahh, lookie here...more pros than cons. Tinis, custom apparel and sneaking of booze into The Twilight Saga: New Moon on 11/19-20 2:30amish with the Nerd Herd = a damn good memorabletimebitchez!

EDIT: Okay i break promises. I can' keep things any lighter than Kanye's ego on his personal blog WHICH IS THE BEST OF ALL TIME, ALLL TIIIME!

EDIT: Kanye snatched my keyboard, ergo the caps lock episode...see above...ok yeah lame >.<

Happy Happy...

I'll make this as corny as possible so...

WOOT WOOOOOT!

Okkk, I've neglected this thing long enough but not w/o much reason. Frankly, I've just been way to kewl for my own good to go off and ramble...Fine u got me!!! My head has been in between books and work. Pshh!

Music = Life: "Down" - Jason Walker

"Down"
By Jason Walker
I don't know where I'm atI'm standing at the backAnd I'm tired of waitingWaiting here in line, hoping that I'll find what I've been chasing.
I shot for the skyI'm stuck on the groundSo why do I try, I know I'm going to fall downI thought I could fly, so why did I drown?Never know why it's coming down, down, down.
Not ready to let goCause then I'd never knowThat I could be missingI'm missing way too muchSo when do I give up what I've been wishing for
I shot for the skyI'm stuck on the groundSo why do I try, I know I'm going to fall downI thought I could fly, so why did I drown?Never know why it's coming down, down, down.
Oh I'm going down, down, downCan't find another way aroundAnd I don't want to hear the sound, of losing of what I never found.
I shot for the skyI'm stuck on the groundSo why do I try, I know I'm going to fall downI thought I could fly, so why did I drown?I never know why it's coming down, down, down.
I shot for the skyI'm stuck on the groundSo why do I try, I know I'm going to fall downI thought I could fly, so why did I drown?Oh it's coming down, down, down.

Music = Life: "Granite" - Pendulum

"Granite"
by Pendulum

You can hide your eyes
You can dim the light
But they are watching
This is a new time
A different kind
They are the future
The only one

This is the final call
For the setting sun
As they get closer
Now with a fall from grace
Light will be dawn
The show is over
It’s a new dawn

Lyrics from perksatmywork.com

Just leave this place behind
A creative burst of light
They only wanted your laugh on demand
This is a better way

They are standing by
No time to hide
Not getting half way

You were sucking life through the needles eye
This is a new day
And they have won

We will surrender now
Or be outdone
Life in the open

It’s cooling of the risen
They are the future
The future

When all your fears combined
The method was refined
I know you really tried to understand
This is a new way

Music = Life: "Possibility" - Lykke Li

	Lykke Li - Possibility
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"Possibility"

Lykke Li

There's a Possibility,

There's a Possibility,

All that I had was all I'm gonn' get.

MMMMMMMMMMMMMM...

There's a Possibility,

There's a Possibility,

All I'm gonna get is gone with your stare

All I'm gonna get is gone with your stare

So tell me when you hear my heart stop

You're the only one that knows

Tell me when you hear my silence

There's a possibility I wouldn't know.

MMMMMMMMMMMMM... MMMMMMMMMMMMM...

Know that when you leave,

Know that when you leave,

By blood and by me, you walk like a thief, by blood and by me, and I fall when you leave.

So tell me when you hear my heart stop,

you're the only one that knows.

Tell me when you hear my silence, there's a possibility I wouldn't know.

So tell me when my sorrow's over, you're the reason why I'm closed.

Tell me when you hear me falling, there's a possibility it wouldn't show.

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM... MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...

By blood and by me, and I'll fall when you leave.

By blood and by me, I follow your lead.

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM... MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM... MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...

AFI @ Water Street Music Hall 10/16/2009

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Recording Guiding Light Riff

I LOVE THESE EFFIN GUYS!!!

I'm down w/equal opportunity!

BOOTZ can eat her heart out! Or she can log on to MrTinydancer88's YouTube profile for...INSTRUCTIONAL VIDZ. Thanks to this white boy, Bootz may very well still get a paycheck.

Just Cause it's Friday

Who knew Jack Dawson would grow up to be such a handsome 'dish'. I am not sure if this shot is 'Billy Costigan' (The Departed), but that was my absoeffinfave Leo performance with the eye diabetes. I like older LDC. Kinda like McDreamy. Again, who knew these lanky guys with major face grease would be the cause of panty creamer epidemics?!? Our grown boy here is into GET THIS...partying and chillaxing in warm places with models...I know, SHOCKING! boo-hoo. He maaaay beeee the Johnny Depp of his generation. BUT HE IS NO JOHNNY! So i wouldn't extensdiet for him. I do have humility-c'mon on now...and then i bend it. Cause who I'm i kidding. Most skanks will still let him hit it sidewayz.

Music = Life : Muse "Exogenesis: Symphony, Pt. 3: Redemption"

"Exogenesis: Symphony, Pt. 3: Redemption"
by Muse

Let's start over again,

Why can't we start it over again?

Just let us start it over again

And we'll begin

This time we'll get it...

Get it right

It's our last chance to forgive ourselves

There is Something Terribly Wrong...

...with this picture. Can you find what's wrong with it? Looook to the left. If you see the guy with a green parka and hood up, you went to far. Anything yet? How about that amazing manly body of moutains worn by an underager! I call shananigans!!! SHANANIGANS!!! It is simply not right to display all that painted sensuality on an innocent canvas. That is serious bait, NO FAIR. The 'To Catch a Preditor' pple are going to have a hell of a field day with this one. my face is too focused on that waist line for my own good I can't look, i just CAN'T. The pedo cougar animalistics in me would have to be surpressed...with some of the really strong stuff...overly dirty...the filthiest you can get...with extra olives...shaken...not stirred...please.

New Moon Soundtrack...

...list has been released and of course I would post.

1. Death Cab For Cutie – Meet Me On The Equinox

2. Band Of Skulls – Friends

3. Thom Yorke – Hering Damage

4. Lykke Li – Possibility

5. The Killers – A White Demon Love Song

6. Anya Marina – Satellite Heart

7. Muse – I Belong To You (New Moon)

8. Bon Iver and St. Vincent – Rosyln

9. Black Rebel Motorcycle Club – Done All Wrong

10. Hurricane Bells – Monsters

11. Sea Wolf – The Violet Hour

12. Ok Go – Shooting The Moo

13. Grizzly Bear – Slow Life

14. Editors – No Sound But The Wind

15. Alexandre Desplat – New Moon (The Meadow)

Whack Ass Females

First and foremost, don't get your panties in a hott bunch over the title. I meant it to be comical. The truth is that lately more than ever, i've realized that both men and women hold little value to our X chromazone. The question is, does it come down to life experiences or how we were brought up? Social Society or propaganda? Do we do this to ourselves? Do we personally think so little of ourselves? Just to confirm, this is not directed at anyone in particular, including my boyfriend...As i write this, i am fighting the lump in my throat and my face hot with frustration. This just proves how hard it is to be a female. To find the right words, to convey how i feel, to open up or hide it.

Intuition is really a CURSE...Our perceptive level is not not too far off from a man's. However, we let our emotions void our common sense. We see past the body language, past the talks, past the actions. Ous eyes are wide open to the scene yet, we crave confirmation, long to hear it from the horse's mouth. Why is it that we want this? To like to hurt this much? AND FOR WHAT? If this is how we deal with ourselves, is it really fair to blame the other party, to think of them as cowards? Why can't we let things be and move on? If you think he is really not that into, chances are HE IS JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU and you need to stop making excuses or giving benefit of the doubt. Closure is overrated and life is too short to waste on an already wasted emotion. Sometimes i think my heart is too small for my brain. This is exhausting.

Our bodies are beautiful, yet degraded so fast. SO much responsibility, and by default at that. To keep men 'happy', we are expected to go thru desplicable measures. This goes back even during the tudor era. When women learned whore tricks to have sex...AFTER childbirth! To hide their imperfections and to stop the bleeding at all cost to give them selves up to their husbands. Really? We bare your last name, and we may give you a son that will too carry it. Is our life worth so little? Even as equal bread winners, we are to still maintain the household and family.

The fact that most men take the backseat is disgusting. There are ways to keep things 'equal'. Example; birth control. Why do we risk our health with b/c meds? Shouldn't there be something for men as well? Birth control makes me sick, so u better wrap your shit up. Plain and simple. No glove no love. Don't want the clots and morning sickness. Why can we just do things the safest way? Why aren't there more guys that step up? Well to those guys that say it makes them limp, i say, YOU AREN'T GOING TO DIE FROM A HARD ON! And to the cowards that rather have their wives go thru the 'tying the tubes' procesure rather than a vasectomy? I say, YOU WIFE ISN'T GOING TO DO YOUR KIDS ANY GOOD IF SHE IS DEAD! In the words of my boyfriend, if it ain't broke, DON'T FIX IT!

This is ultimately our status quo. Only happens if we allow it of course, and continue to live it. This whole rant probably had no personal purpose, or rather it is the reason I am unmarried with no children, hahaha. There are enough starving children in the world anyway. IDK what this will accomplish. Please do not think i am a man hater, cus im far from it. I love the peen. But it is more important to have someone that values my life and puts in as much effort as i do. I see so many women that i thought at one point to be strong, get degraded and stand by it.

Becoming a wife, mother, lover, divorcee, ex, bread winner, what have you, does not mean you should think of yourself any less. Be proud of what you are and hold yourself responsible if it does not make you happy. Easier said that done of course. I hope i didn't scare anyone, I love the Y chromazone. Please prove to me that chilvaryis not altogether dead!!!

Music = Life: Muse "The Resistance" Album

I can't begin to say how much I am loving this album so far. And it's time for me to go catch up with Vampire Diaries...Shut it hoe! Don't judge me! So i will keep this post short and sweet...Please DO check out my fave track:


"Guiding Light"
by Muse

Impure hearts stumble
In my hands they crumble
And fragile and stripped to the core
I can't hurt you anymore

Loved by numbers
You're losing life's wonder
Touch like strangers detached
I can't feel you anymore

There's sunshine trapped in our hearts
It could rise again
But I'm lost, and crushed, and cold
and confused with no guiding light left inside

You were my guiding light

(AWESOME FUCKING GUITAR SOLO)

And comfort and warmth can't be found
I still reach for you
But I'm lost, and crushed, and cold
and confused With no guiding light left inside

You're my guiding light
You're my guiding light
And there's no guiding light left inside
There's no guiding light in our lives

'Guess I'll See You Next Season =(

Sadly, its has come to this. The 2nd season of True Blood has come to an end leaving me hallow, depressed...and with a shiet load of bones to PICK!!! But i'll keep this light and intending a short one. *clears throat* Why in horrid Godric suicide hell didn't my Eric star in the last episode? That is why it sucked so much 'LadyCaca' shit. Not enough ERIC NORTHMAN...(Lafayette voice) "Worhsip him BITCHEZZZ"!!! Shut it cus that is as nice as i'll get. This is not the end. I am ready to take the road and march up with my mob armed with pitchforks have a silent protest in the name of Alexander Skarsgård right up to Alan donkeyBall's doorstep. Eww that jerk...

Surely i'll find something to watch 'til then. That detective series looks promising, eh, watev. No use is being + right now. In light of homegirl Amy Winehouse's BDay (yeah, she made it another year today), i'm off to sing and dwell to "My Tears Dry One Their Own". I'll miss u Eric, this one is for youuuuuuuuu. Muah, T-T

EDIT:

This post needed some Godric and Eric...

Because They Rock, Thus I post. MUSE @VMAs

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Some One Cared...

...enough to give me a yummy awakening!!!

Music = Life: Blink 182, Fall Out Boy, Panic! at the Disco TONIGHT!!!!

Totally excited for the countdown tonight, i figured I'd post my fav/new song from each band in order of lineup....i think? And was I EVER happiest to find out Skeezererr, i mean Weezer had been replaced in the line up with Panic! at the Disco. Could give three fucks about the politics as long as it worked out in my favor ^.^

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	Panic! At The Disco - New Perspective
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'New Perspective' - Panic! at the Disco

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	Fall Out Boy - Saturday
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	Blink 182 - Stockholm Syndrome
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'Stockholm Syndrome' - Blink 182

Har Har Har...

Sorry Jason, I was next door with Eric. Maybe next time? I'll get some Ihop for us in the morning.

Oh My Eric...

Don't get it twisted gurlfriend. That stare is really meant for me. Eww some trailer trash trollops are just hopelessly delusional, ugh the nerve!

Music = Life: Lykke Li "Tonight"

"Tonight"
by Lykke Li

watch my back so i'll make sure
you're right behind me as before
yesterday the night before tomorrow

dry my eyes so you won't know
dry my eyes so i won't show
i know you're right behind me

and don't you let me go, let me go tonight
don't you let me go, let me go tonight
X2
don't you let me go, let me go tonight
X3

you walk the surface of this town
the high heels above the ground
and high horses that we know
keep us safe until the night

you know them all, i know it all
stay put and play along
'cause i'm looking for my friend
now i got you, got you

don't you let me go, let me go tonight
X3
don't you let me go, let me go tonight
X3
don't you let me go, let me go tonight
X2
don't you let me go, let me go tonight

i dry my eye, dry my eye
falling deeper by the hour
dry my eye
dry my eye, dry my eye
don't let me fall deeper now
dry my eye...

yeah,
don't you let me go, let me go tonight
X3
don't you let me go, let me go tonight
X3
don't you let me go, let me go tonight
X3
let me go, let me go
X2
don't you let me go, let me go tonight
X3

Music = Life: Damien Rice ft. Lisa Hannigan "9 crimes"

"9 Crimes"
by Damien Rice ft. Lisa Hannigan

Leave Me Out With The Waste
this Is Not What I Do
it's The Wrong Kind Of Place
to Be Thinking Of You
it's The Wrong Tme
for Somebody New
it's A Small Crime
and I've Got No Excuse

is That Alright?
give My Gun Away When It's Loaded
is That Alright?
if U Don't Shoot It How Am I Supposed To Hold It
is That Alright?
give My Gun Away When It's Loaded
is That Alright
with You?

leave Me Out With The Waste
this Is Not What I Do
it's The Wrong Kind Of Place
to Be Cheating On You
it's The Wrong Time
she's Pulling Me Through
it's A Small Crime
and I've Got No Excuse

is That Alright?
i Give My Gun Away When It's Loaded
is That Alright?
if You Dont Shoot It, How Am I Supposed To Hold It
is That Alright?
i Give My Gun Away When It's Loaded
is That Alright
is That Alright With You?

is That Alright?
i Give My Gun Away When It's Loaded
is That Alright?
if You Don't Shoot It, How Am I Supposed To Hold It
is That Alright?
if I Give My Gun Away When It's Loaded
is That Alright
is That Alright With You?

is That Alright?
is That Alright?
is That Alright With You?
is That Alright?
is That Alright?
is That Alright With You?

no...

Music = Life : Late Night Alumni "Beautiful"

"Beautiful"

By Late Night Alumni

Beautiful - Late Night Alumni

Here we are, finally togheter
holding close, never release this feeling, this moment, my dream is now

I'm loving you,

cause you're beautiful, something in your eyes tells me I have found
love that never dies
I don't have to dream
reality is beautiful in you
I never felt more true

there you are
finally the answer
take my hand
never release the sweetness, the magic, and hapiness I've found in you

cause you're beautiful, something in your eyes tells me I have found
love that never dies
I don't have to dream
reality is beautiful in you
I never felt more true

(here we are...)

cause you're beautiful, something in your eyes tells me I have found
a love that never dies
I don't have to dream
reality is beautiful in you
I never felt more true...

beautiful....