Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Music = Life : Muse "Exogenesis: Symphony, Pt. 3: Redemption"

"Exogenesis: Symphony, Pt. 3: Redemption"
by Muse

Let's start over again,
Why can't we start it over again?
Just let us start it over again
And we'll begin
This time we'll get it...
Get it right
It's our last chance to forgive ourselves

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

There is Something Terribly Wrong...

...with this picture. Can you find what's wrong with it? Looook to the left. If you see the guy with a green parka and hood up, you went to far. Anything yet? How about that amazing manly body of moutains worn by an underager! I call shananigans!!! SHANANIGANS!!! It is simply not right to display all that painted sensuality on an innocent canvas. That is serious bait, NO FAIR. The 'To Catch a Preditor' pple are going to have a hell of a field day with this one. my face is too focused on that waist line for my own good I can't look, i just CAN'T. The pedo cougar animalistics in me would have to be surpressed...with some of the really strong stuff...overly dirty...the filthiest you can get...with extra olives...shaken...not stirred...please.

Monday, September 21, 2009

New Moon Soundtrack...

...list has been released and of course I would post.

1. Death Cab For Cutie – Meet Me On The Equinox
2. Band Of Skulls – Friends
3. Thom Yorke – Hering Damage
4. Lykke Li – Possibility
5. The Killers – A White Demon Love Song
6. Anya Marina – Satellite Heart
7. Muse – I Belong To You (New Moon)
8. Bon Iver and St. Vincent – Rosyln
9. Black Rebel Motorcycle Club – Done All Wrong
10. Hurricane Bells – Monsters
11. Sea Wolf – The Violet Hour
12. Ok Go – Shooting The Moo
13. Grizzly Bear – Slow Life
14. Editors – No Sound But The Wind
15. Alexandre Desplat – New Moon (The Meadow)

Whack Ass Females

First and foremost, don't get your panties in a hott bunch over the title. I meant it to be comical. The truth is that lately more than ever, i've realized that both men and women hold little value to our X chromazone. The question is, does it come down to life experiences or how we were brought up? Social Society or propaganda? Do we do this to ourselves? Do we personally think so little of ourselves? Just to confirm, this is not directed at anyone in particular, including my boyfriend...As i write this, i am fighting the lump in my throat and my face hot with frustration. This just proves how hard it is to be a female. To find the right words, to convey how i feel, to open up or hide it.

Intuition is really a CURSE...Our perceptive level is not not too far off from a man's. However, we let our emotions void our common sense. We see past the body language, past the talks, past the actions. Ous eyes are wide open to the scene yet, we crave confirmation, long to hear it from the horse's mouth. Why is it that we want this? To like to hurt this much? AND FOR WHAT? If this is how we deal with ourselves, is it really fair to blame the other party, to think of them as cowards? Why can't we let things be and move on? If you think he is really not that into, chances are HE IS JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU and you need to stop making excuses or giving benefit of the doubt. Closure is overrated and life is too short to waste on an already wasted emotion. Sometimes i think my heart is too small for my brain. This is exhausting.

Our bodies are beautiful, yet degraded so fast. SO much responsibility, and by default at that. To keep men 'happy', we are expected to go thru desplicable measures. This goes back even during the tudor era. When women learned whore tricks to have sex...AFTER childbirth! To hide their imperfections and to stop the bleeding at all cost to give them selves up to their husbands. Really? We bare your last name, and we may give you a son that will too carry it. Is our life worth so little? Even as equal bread winners, we are to still maintain the household and family.

The fact that most men take the backseat is disgusting. There are ways to keep things 'equal'. Example; birth control. Why do we risk our health with b/c meds? Shouldn't there be something for men as well? Birth control makes me sick, so u better wrap your shit up. Plain and simple. No glove no love. Don't want the clots and morning sickness. Why can we just do things the safest way? Why aren't there more guys that step up? Well to those guys that say it makes them limp, i say, YOU AREN'T GOING TO DIE FROM A HARD ON! And to the cowards that rather have their wives go thru the 'tying the tubes' procesure rather than a vasectomy? I say, YOU WIFE ISN'T GOING TO DO YOUR KIDS ANY GOOD IF SHE IS DEAD! In the words of my boyfriend, if it ain't broke, DON'T FIX IT!

This is ultimately our status quo. Only happens if we allow it of course, and continue to live it. This whole rant probably had no personal purpose, or rather it is the reason I am unmarried with no children, hahaha. There are enough starving children in the world anyway. IDK what this will accomplish. Please do not think i am a man hater, cus im far from it. I love the peen. But it is more important to have someone that values my life and puts in as much effort as i do. I see so many women that i thought at one point to be strong, get degraded and stand by it.

Becoming a wife, mother, lover, divorcee, ex, bread winner, what have you, does not mean you should think of yourself any less. Be proud of what you are and hold yourself responsible if it does not make you happy. Easier said that done of course. I hope i didn't scare anyone, I love the Y chromazone. Please prove to me that chilvaryis not altogether dead!!!

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Music = Life: Muse "The Resistance" Album

I can't begin to say how much I am loving this album so far. And it's time for me to go catch up with Vampire Diaries...Shut it hoe! Don't judge me! So i will keep this post short and sweet...Please DO check out my fave track:

"Guiding Light"
by Muse

Impure hearts stumble
In my hands they crumble
And fragile and stripped to the core
I can't hurt you anymore

Loved by numbers
You're losing life's wonder
Touch like strangers detached
I can't feel you anymore

There's sunshine trapped in our hearts
It could rise again
But I'm lost, and crushed, and cold
and confused with no guiding light left inside

You were my guiding light


And comfort and warmth can't be found
I still reach for you
But I'm lost, and crushed, and cold
and confused With no guiding light left inside

You're my guiding light
You're my guiding light
And there's no guiding light left inside
There's no guiding light in our lives

Monday, September 14, 2009

'Guess I'll See You Next Season =(

Sadly, its has come to this. The 2nd season of True Blood has come to an end leaving me hallow, depressed...and with a shiet load of bones to PICK!!! But i'll keep this light and intending a short one. *clears throat* Why in horrid Godric suicide hell didn't my Eric star in the last episode? That is why it sucked so much 'LadyCaca' shit. Not enough ERIC NORTHMAN...(Lafayette voice) "Worhsip him BITCHEZZZ"!!! Shut it cus that is as nice as i'll get. This is not the end. I am ready to take the road and march up with my mob armed with pitchforks have a silent protest in the name of Alexander SkarsgÄrd right up to Alan donkeyBall's doorstep. Eww that jerk...

Surely i'll find something to watch 'til then. That detective series looks promising, eh, watev. No use is being + right now. In light of homegirl Amy Winehouse's BDay (yeah, she made it another year today), i'm off to sing and dwell to "My Tears Dry One Their Own". I'll miss u Eric, this one is for youuuuuuuuu. Muah, T-T

This post needed some Godric and Eric...

Because They Rock, Thus I post. MUSE @VMAs

Of Course I Would...NEW MOON Trailer!